The full moon will be on Tuesday and I reminisce the harbour of a deep desire. Not something that could be purchased – something, you believe would bring fulfillment and order into your own life. Often, these kind of wishes do not turn into reality for a long time and you can ask yourself why it is like this. It must have something to do with the situation of non-fulfillment,  with which probably every human can identify themselves with. Otherwise we would not encounter it in the variety of forms that we do. It is probably the fact being occupied with the situation itself that defines us and gives meaning to our lives. When we learn not to form our lives in the future, but in the moment of wishing, the fulfillment will then be part of the present. Your own happiness should never be dependent on the outside.

February 4th, 2012